i don't know where can i rant at? i can't do it on twitter/facebook. last resort, here? i removed my blog link from both twitter and facebook. so i guess nobody will read my blog :)

what should i do now? :'( im in a confused state now!

why you have to treat me hot and cold sometimes? the feeling is miserable. And i don't know when can i text/call you, the only thing is to wait. If i call/text you, im afraid it will be at the wrong timing. Fear in me.

i shouldn't feel this way because it means that i feel uncomfortable with u. hais.

sometime, i just feel like giving up but when u talk/treat me nicely , the things that u had done, i don't give it a damn! arghhhhhh!

I have been nua-ing at home for the whole day which i intended to do so. just want to stay @ home, don't want to go out. Well, i spent my time on taiwan dramas. watched 3 different kinds of drama, shiok! and listening to Olivia's songs. her songs made me feel so relaxing.

I have something to say! tomorrow will be my first day of my adult working life! i hope the colleagues/environment will be good! and it's also near my house (Y) . no more night life during weekdays! i have to tuck in early everyday :( this is not a bad thing too, because my dark circle is getting worse so i need an early rest. Kinda enjoy my life now! i have nothing to worry! i can spend most of time with my friends and family too.

Watched Transformer 3D - Dark of the Moon @ Cineleisure with JX today.

It was super awesome but don't have much 3D effects. this is so disappointing! i expect the 3D will be better than other movies. However, i still love the movie! i love Optimus Prime(COOL) and Bumblebee(CUTE) ! hoho. And the female lead changed to Rosie Huntington-Whiteley, she's hot & pretty but i still find Megan Fox is hotter and prettier! Her acting is more natural !

While waiting for train . . . .

jx got a girl face, do you all agree? hahaha

Jx said my face looks more round & round! i also agreed! :( i guess eat too much good food recently? No worry, tmr i gonna go for jogging at night!! And tomorrow i'm going down to sign a 2 year contract job. this's something i should feel happy because finally i got a job offer. For the pay, it's reasonable for a fresh graduate. wondering if got any pay increment? i'm going to ask as many questions as i can before signing! no matter what, i must like my job because i need to commit for 2 years which means i need to further studies after 2 years or maybe take up part-time degree while working? It will be tough for me! see how it goes! hoho

Well, today's ladies night & why i'm not at there?!?!?! HAHA! next time, no more ladies night for me. i can only party on friday night!! sounds like i'm a party animal?! but this friday, maybe going to party with wenwen they all! i hope will have!! :D

Gonna stop here, Good nights! (:

I'm a happy girl because my dad got me a white BB though it's free and older version(9700) but he gave me as birthday present , as i thought i need to wait until Aug. thankyousomuch, daddy!! i <3 you . On top of that, his friend gave me a small bottle of perfume, Dior Addict. it smells so nice!! next time when i start working, i gonna purchase that perfume. i love the smel!!

I spent the whole night to explore the phone but mostly is adding contacts :( i don't know why i cannot import the contacts from my sim card. have to add one by one! this is truly killing me!!! but i still managed to finish. hoho!

And today i woke up damn early, cannot fall asleep! i only slept for 5hours? somemore, today i'm going for ladies night. i guess i'll be super tired and i still have an interview @NCS tmr morning! the person offered me another position, it's Java! Faints! In addition, i need to take their technical test. OMG! i guess i had forgotten almost everything!! i need to do some recap! LOL

Well, i have been spending my whole afternoon by uploading photos, downloading songs and updating blog. time passes so fast! i'm so hungry, haven been eating since last night :( but nvm, later i'm meeting eugene's sister for dinner. i shall order more!! hoho

I'm considering if i should buy the add-on service  for my phone so that i can use BB applicationt? However, the price plan's not cheap too.

1GB - $16 (24month contract)

3GB - $24 (24month/1month contract)

Unlimited - $60+ (of course i won't consider this, out of my choice)

See how it goes! i need to get my things to be done soon!

I got a surprise from wenwen, kayson & yiyi @ 12midnight sharp when i looked at my laptop's time. At first, i don't dare to open the door because i was wondering who'll knock on my door at this hour. Surprisingly, it's my beloved friends who gave me a surprise with a cake & "kisses" chocolate & a birthday song. AWW!! <333 i'm so touched!! hehe. I wasn't prepared yet, i haven't bathe and i looks so dirty!! :(

Kayson called me 罗汉鱼 !!

Okay, Enough of my unglam photos!

Here come the celebration ! :D

Before i meet them, i went for an interview @ ESPO office in the morning. waaaa i'm half an hour late!! lucky, the interviewers are super nice!! one of them is quite good-looking! hahaha i keep smiling to him!! :D somemore, they wished me happy birthday. thankyou!! (: After interview, i head back to Yishun to meet them.

Hais, I'm so excited to go playnation !! but it's full house! so changed plan, we went to kbox instead. Halfway through, there're a group of peeps holding some boards stating "FREE HUGS"! I felt so awkward when the guy want to hug me, lucky one of the girls come for my rescue! However, it was still fun!!! partying in the kbox and we tried shuffling!! it turns out so unglam and funny! we seems like jogging on the spot -.-"

During our time @ kbox

kayson, please smile! someone owe you $$$? hehe

After singing session, we headed to sho teppan for dinner @ ion orchard. On the way, we saw these 2 kids are doing stunts. *clap clap and we donated some money to them. I'm so impressed by them!!

Reached our destination, while waiting for nus, we're browsing the menu and deciding what to eat? Finally, i made my decision. I ordered Chicken Sukiyaki! the soup is damn sweet and nice! Each person paid around 10plus - 20bucks. depends on how much you ordered. i would recommend to dine at here!! (: i will go for 2nd trip.

presents from them!! <3 you all are so considerate! want to make my face,hand and leg looks more better! hahaha! thankyou for the presents!! <3

Pardon me for the inconsistent size of the pictures, i'm too lazy to upload and so i copy and paste from facebook that i had uploaded. hahaha! Anw, i had great fun with you guys! you all make me so happy today!!! <3 And the first person who wished me is my laopa, desmond! (: and the last person who wished me is you! i don't expect you to call & wish me over the phone though i had already received your wishes. i feel happy (: thankyou!

my friend asked me why i still can talk to you like nothing as happened? I, myself have no idea too.

It's going to be my 20th birthday in 15mins time. i wonder who will be the first one to wish me, let's shall see later! (: tomorrow, i'm going for an interview @ NCS in the morning. i'm so sian of going interviews. all rejected me! :( but i won't give up!! i will try my best to present myself well to the interviewer tmr. hope this will be a present by offering this position to me hahaha!

this year, i don't have a special person to celebrate my birthday with me but i'm very happy and lucky that i got my friends who remember my birthday and going to celebrate it with me tomorrow!! i'm looking forward to it!! <3333

Well, i would like to wish my dad a Happy Fathers' Day!! i love you papa!! <3 I feel so great because i brought my dad out for dinner just now! this was my first time doing that and so i'll be doing this every year (: hope you enjoy the dinner too!

Laopa treat me to Din Tai Feng @ Raffles Place for my advanced birthday. Thankyou! (: we also had a lot of catch up! but i won't recommend to go Raffles Place branch because the choice's much lesser compared to other branch. i can't find my fav pao! :( Anyway, i enjoyed the dinner with my laopa. we managed to finish up all the food as we ordered quite alot.

After dinner, we went to Yishun mac and sit awhile. I ordered orea mcfluffy! :D

Thankyouverymuch!! <3

Finally, meet up with love on friday, Linda Ang! :D And we're heading to NYP to get her certificate. Never to forget to buy my LOKLOK DIP, my fav! <3 so we went to koufu and crap awhile. at the same time, we snap shots too!

in the school toilet

Linda has officially graduated! :D

love with her diploma certificate :)

Spamming with her "actioncam" app in her iphone, it's fun! we did all kinds of stupid face!

After camwhoring, we went to ion orchard and shopping! we went to new look and try out the heels, some of them are super nice! i feel like my legs become longer when i wear the heels. hahaha! then i bought a dress from bershaka, i haven't been shopping since chinese new year? sad thing! when my friends see the dress that i bought, they laughed !! :( they said look like some sort of cloth! LOL!!! but kinda look like. After shopping, we went to Ichiban boshi for dinner. it was a sumptuous dinner and i'm super duper full! but love wasn't!! (Y) Crazy stomach! hahaha Actually i can eat alot too but it's during buffet :D

i love this pair of heels, if i got the money i would have bought it! hoho

While waiting for the food, we camwhore again! :D

And most of the food came except for mine! waiting for my business wazen is sooooooo long!

Linda with her Tamago sushi. her fav!

Linda's chicken nanban set

my business wazen, seems not so appetizing!

her new big & red wallet!

my new notebook, it's just 2bucks! hoho . cheap right!

I just received an email that i'm not shortlisted for the position in OCBC :( I guess my interview really sucks! However, I learnt something too. I have been going for quite number of interviews, i noticed the questions that they asked me. And so I learnt how to tackle their questions better, i hope i will do better for the upcoming interviews. I need to improve on my English language seriously. any kind soul want to teach me?

Well, i express my graditute to NYP lecturer and friends for recommending me jobs (: I appreciated! Thankyou

I need to work harder on my interview skill now!

I got a problem, what degree should i pursue? should i remain the same or change track to "Banking and Finance"? Hais. Let's see how it goes

I want to go USS again!! who's willing to accompany me? :( hehehe! Somemore, there's offer to NTUC and Nebo members. If i can find friends to go with, i shall sign up for the card. hoho! i want to try the galatico and the rides that i haven't try.

Hmmm i want improve my english!! what should i do?